zero to hero

i slept at 4 and woke up at 5. i have done nothing except for sitting in front of my laptop with protruding eyeballs. as usual, me online facebook. i am some kind of addicted to facebook. i can survive up to 24 hours facebooking. noo, i was just exaggerating. i have done too much of facebooking these days. i think i should reduce it. someday, well, one day, maybe. just now, i accidentally, unintentionally jump to one of my colleague's blog. i was so impressed on how she wrote her blog. her blog wasn't just any random blog. it was so inspiring. maybe because she is a toastmaster-ish person and she can write well. unlike me. i think my blog is all crap. i can never be a serious person. how?? i feel so timid. haha x pasal. i wish i can be like her. i want to be someone who can speak very well as in speech and presentation. so where should i start??